PMR result~~

在成绩出的前一天，我非常紧张。。。因为我很怕知道我的成绩。。我怕有一个D....结果没有！！\(^o^)/~
虽然没有D。。可是有ABC....不过我也很满意了啦。。。
记得我的UPSR成绩里没有A。。。只有B和C。。。虽然那是很开心。。。也不知为什么~~ (*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

PMR对我来讲是很重要的。。。因为PMR是决定我们进哪一个科。。有理科和文科。。。
理科 (Science Stream) 是读科学的~~ 文科 (Art Stream) 呢。。。是读画画的 xDDD

我的科学拿到A!!! 哈哈~~很开心。。。数学呢。。则得到B。。不过我也很开心啦。。。至少我可以进理科 \(^o^)/~

成绩那么重要吗？？我不觉得。。。至少我们的头脑有些知识。。。不是一堆草包就好~~

我想感谢我的妈妈。。因为在我考PMR时，她一直陪伴我读书。。。妈，谢谢你。。。
我也要感谢上帝。。。因为他让我得到那么好的成绩！！

At first, I felt disappointed on my result...but God have planned my result.....I really appreciate it~~ Thanks Lord.... Thanks Holy Spirit, Father and Jesus for giving me a good mum, good brain and a good result!! Praise the Lord~~~ Amen!!!

谢谢你曾经对我的爱~~~

这几天我还是很痛苦。。。想了很久才想放开。。。但是我还是很思念你爱你那份心没有变。。。

我不是不爱。。是因为太爱才选择默默离开。。。

默默离开比分开的比较好,至少没那么痛苦。。。我累了。。。

我很累一直拼命坚持去改变自己拼命坚持去维持一个没有结果的爱情。。。

所以只能一声不响的默默离开。。。我很累了你对我说过却没做到一次又一次让我伤心流泪。。。一次又一次为你烦恼为你心痛。。。

看着你的笑容那开始我已经很满足了开始放心了。。。为了你未来着想为了你未来的幸福只好放下我对你的坚持。。。

对不起。。。我累了不能坚持下去所以只能默默离开你。。。

谢谢这3个月我们在一起交往以来那么细心照顾我爱我。。。我真的很幸福

我真的很爱你。。。但是我累了。。。

不想继续坚持和你一起走下去了。。。很抱歉我对你承诺未来不管未来的路多辛苦多难走都要一起走下去。。。很抱歉对你承诺未来一定娶你当我老婆未来一定要给你更多幸福不让你受任何一滴苦。。。我承诺这些却没实行。。。真的很抱歉。。。

我想再最后一次说‘我爱你’,祝福你能过的比我快乐过的比我幸福。。。

希望你能遇到比我好更多的男生。。。而不是遇到像我一样缺点太多又长相平凡的男生。。。

永别了。。。=')

EBC Camp / Santubong Trip / Kuching Trip

This is my second time to Kuching and this Youth Camp. It is a fun camp^^
First time to this camp is: Priscilla Wong, Princessca Wong, Audrey Hii, Faye Loo and Timothy Loo...Thanks for attending the camp^^

This year the Pastor of this camp is Pastor Nicky, from USA. He is a American Indian~~ He also a Comedian Pastor..haha xD
We learn about the relationship with Holy Spirit..Please read 2 Corinthians 13:14

2 Peter 1:10

1. Election- My relationship with God/ My ministry with God
2. Calling- My relationship horizontally with people/ My ministry with people

When you think and speak negative about yourself, you put yourself in a position of disagreement with God.
Election (2 Timothy 1:9)
~> My responsibility to build relationship with God.
     Love God= Love for word of God
       N- No
       B- Bible
       N- No
       B- Breakfast

Genesis 2: 10-14
~>One river that parts into 4 river heads
Holy Spirit in us as river of living water

1. Pishon- build up/ strength/ to add strength/ Edification  
2. Gihon- to burst for/ to build up pressure/ ready to explode/ Propfecy 
3. Tigris- something that has energy in it/ Power
4. Euphrates- to push back/ as behalf of something to hold ground/ Intercession 

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I like Kuching and Santubong so much^^ I wish I live at Kuching~~ but my uncle stay at Kuching~haha
Before I go to Kuching, I having a serious stomach- ache :'(
But I think that God will heal my sickness~~

After the camp, we stay over at Adrian's house~~ Damn fun^^ His house so near the airport~~
On 18/12 night, we go to eat Sugarbun at Lot TJ (a shopping complex and a big Cyber at the top floor)...I though we gonna have rice~~ but...We have chicken~~Muahaha~ I ate 3 pieces of fried chicken~~
Then, we all go to The Spring~~Walau~~ The shopping mall so big!! and the things so expensive!!
Me, Timothy and Samson go to watch movie... Alvin and the Chipmunks: Chipwrecked!!! Damn funny~~ Simone~~haha

19/12- Go back to Bintulu~~
At the Airport, I buy one clothes~~ Next time A4J I wear it^^

恶梦

昨晚做了一场恶梦！！啊~~sibeh，恐怖！！

我做梦的地方好像是在一个古代的地方~~据说那个地方是以前日军杀人的地方~~~
我和我的朋友都去那里探险。。。那个地方好阴暗哦~~很恐怖~~我的朋友说每逢晚上12点。。那些鬼魂都会出来~~有女鬼，无头鬼等等~~

我就不相信这些的传说~~世界上，哪里有鬼啊？！有的话，我们早就看到咯~~
平生不做亏心事，夜半敲门也不惊。。没做亏心事的人，都不用怕~~所以我就不怕咯~~
我就找个地方坐下。。结果我的朋友讲你坐的位子是一名有头没有身体的鬼~~我当然不信啦~~结果我走掉~~我的朋友叫我看过去。。然后快快地看回来~~我也不懂发生什么事~

结果~~~在我头转回来时。。。我看到了~~她的头发很长！！！当时，我被吓哭了~~我的心里一直在祈祷~~最后，我不怕了~~可是还在哭~~

从哪里跌倒，就从哪里站起来！

昨天，我去做运动。。。要回家的时候，我看到以为小弟弟跌倒。。。他的妈妈看到了。。。并没有马上去把他扶起来。。。她叫他儿子自己站起来。。
从哪里跌倒，就从哪里站起来！！

13/11

After Church, me and my family go to eat breakfast+lunch..because breakfast havent eat ><

I tell my father go to Marrybrown..long time no go ler...He dun wan...So, I say go to Ipoh Town Cafe..He say nothing to eat!! What the...You no need eat lar!!! I want to eat o!! Cannot go merh?!!

Then, he drive into Farley...I hate Farley!!Nothing to eat!!!!! 

Then, go inside Farley to buy things~ Do you know is saw who? Albert Ha and 张元丝老师~
Albert say work at Farley one month RM400+..really ma?

In the evening, John Lau call me..he ask me wan to go for exercise ma..I say ok....We go to Stadium Bintulu....I think I jogged about 5 or 6 round....Do you know I see who? Siti Farhanah and her brother Nur Hazmi~~

11/11

This day is a special day~~ 111111~~

Nothing to write ><

9/11

Halo, everyone^^ Finally, update my blog lo~~

On last Wednesday, is my 15th birthday~ My birthday so boring de...On the morning, nobody at home...Then, Jeremiah say he want to come to my house on the afternoon..At first, I very happy...When he come to my house, we play computer xD 

Although he come to my house, accompany me..I still felt bored ><

At night, wahaha....Chocolate cake!!! My favourite!!!!! And then my dad go buy KFC!! Wahaha!!!Long time didnt eat KFC ler!!!!!
My birthday wish for this year is : 

1. I dun wan people bullying me again/ Dun force me doing thing I didnt like to do!
2. Have a close relationship with God <3
3. PMR got 5A ><
4. Concentrate on my studies!!!
5. I wish my cousin will forgive me and she will talk to me again <3
6. I wish I have a pet cat@ dog^^

Thankiu for all blessing^^ May God Bless You all!!!!

小薰&阿本-甜甜圈

Mighty To Save

Life without you two 17

Today, Jeremy accept my friend request...Me kinda happy~ I ask him: "How is Evelyn?"
Evelyn, I worried about you.....Jeremy, I also worried bout you...Although Jeremy isn't my cousin, I also care about him....Cause he is my god brother^^V 


I felt very happy when he accept me as his didi ^.^V

30/10

Finally, you update your blog..I wait for 2 months~ Wau...my patience is good!!! Do update your blog ya..I'm your 忠实粉丝~ ^.^V


Wahaha!!!Tonite is the big night!!!! Too happy~ Can't tell! hehe...^^v

Life without you two 16

Do you hate me or still angry with me? Why you stop follow my blog? Did I done something wrong? I really sad...Already one week ler....Can you talk to me? I miss you~

Life without you two 15

I miss you two..Are you still angry with me? I apologised to you...我后悔了，为什么我要弄你生气呢？我好伤心啊~ 我有很多东西要跟你们俩聊~

Please forgive me Evelyn and Jeremy.....I repent already...God give me this challenge, I will go through it!!!!

Life without you two 14 (The Potter's Hand)

A live of a christian needs to be formed, not by himself, but by God. You can compare God with a Potter, he forms his pots the way they are Good.

Life without you two 13

I just now listen to the worship song...I felt touching..I'm so stress this few days...Come lets us pray..


Dear Heavenly Father, I prayed that Evelyn will forgive me just like You, Lord. Lord, you forgive many people even though they sin upon You Lord...I pray that You bring away all the sin we have done and forgive us....Lord, I want to commit my life unto You hand..Lord, we are the mud, You are the Potter...Lord, take us, mould us, use us, fill us...I give my life upon Your hand....Lord, please guide all of us...We are Your children, You just like our Father....Lord, I know that I make my cousin angry..Lord, I prayed  that You will forgive her...I'm the one who is wrong..Lord, punished me!! I felt disappointed upon me and I felt repent...Punished me, Lord!! In the precious and glorious name, AMEN!!

Evelyn, please forgive me....

Life without you two 12

Are you still angry with me? I really miss you two....When I recall back my memory, I cried :'(
I really felt disappointed upon me...why I make you angry....Sorry T.T

Life without you two 11

I dunno what happen to my Facebook...I cannot chat with people!!!Damn!!!

Evelyn, I read your Facebook post, you say you want to write stories again!!I want to read it!!!Your story is so good!!!

Could you and Jeremy accept my Facebook friend request? Please lar~

Life without you two 10

I unfriend you two not because I angry with you two.....Is just I want to control myself to avoid chatting with you two....男人讲的话一定要做到的~Please reply my friend request...I have many things to chat with you two....
我好想念你们两个！！

Life without you two 9

I miss you two, Evelyn and Jeremy....I felt very sad this few days....I dunno why....I really miss you two~

Life without you two 8

It's raining in Bintulu for three days....It was raining in the night...At night, I feel cool and always talk a short walk outside my house....Do Ipoh raining this three days?

Last night. I was taking a walk outside...Then I saw my neighbour's dogs....I really kesian them...I was raining and they didn't go inside their house...So, I played with them...What a nice time with them~

Life without you two 7

Last night, I finish reading Evelyn's story.... I like the story....I think she can become a writer...
I miss you two, Evelyn and Jeremy.....I wish I can chat with you two again~

Life without you two 6

This morning, I read your blog.....When I read through it, my tears rolls down.....I know that you care for me....Thanks Evelyn....I know that in the past time, I make your mood spoilt.....I felt disappointed upon me this few days....


I want to change my attitude and my temper not because of you....I just realized that my attitude become bad this few days....I want to control my temper!!!


Our memories are happy...but in Facebook, I make your mood spoilt and you very easily get angry with me...为什么开心的人记忆通常是不好的？I never heard this before....


I know that I was wrong because I was jealous between you and gor relationship....Please forgive me.....I know that gor have change his temper...He can do it, I WILL DO IT!!!


I must think properly what I what to do anything........I will think it deeply when I do something.....Sorry is a word that have a deep meaning....When people say sorry, they will not do the same thing to make people angry....Evelyn, I like your example..Thanks for the example....I will not make it a habit..You say it right...saying sorry is not a good thing...


God give me a challenge....That challenge is this!!! God want me to learn something from my weakness.....上帝惩罚了我。。。

Life without you two 5

Last night, I dreamed about Evelyn.....I dreamed that she come back to Sibu during Chinese New Year....
I was playing my computer at the living room, suddenly I heard somebody call me...I ran to the door....It was Evelyn!!!!

When I saw her, I cry...because I was regret because of my temper and my attitude.....

Life without you two make me dream about you two!!! Please forgive me..... I will not do it again.....5 days to go...

This morning, I open my Facebook....I saw that Jeremy's brother comment my status(already delete ler)....He marah me...He say leave Evelyn and Jeremy alone......I will leave them alone!!!

Life without you two 4

I addicted to this song....Life without you two, I always hearing to this song..This song really meant to me...Some of the lyrics meant to me..I hearing this song for about 3 times....I can remember all the song lyrics, I can sing all out!!..Please forgive me.....My life need you two!!!

Life without you two 3

我愿意为了你而改！
I know that in the past time, my attitude and my temper is bad....I am a sui hei guy....Just like gor....
I really felt regret ler..Please talk to me.....Life without you two makes me useless....

Life without you two 2

Last night, I dreamed about gor, Jeremy, I dreamed that he come to my school....When I saw him, I quickly call him gor...And I also bring him to see our school surrounding!!

I really miss you two!!! T.T

Life without you two 1

Since I unfriend you two, everyday I open up your Facebook profile....I see you two profile pictures..I miss you two....I felt lonely, sad and regret.....I felt disappointed upon me....Still got 6 days to go.....T.T

~回忆~

每一个人都有回忆包括我。。。。

昨晚想了很多事情。。。。我和你曾经的欢乐，为何现在不见了呢？我想过其实是我的错。。。

你在别的地方痛恨的骂我。。。对。。有时候我惹你生气。。我跟你道歉。。你却说你很讨厌听到Sorry这五个字。。那我要跟你说什么呢？

有时候我很妒忌你和我哥之间的友情。。。你也说我是copy cat。。自从你骂我之后。。我改了。。我会开始问别人。。向他人讨取要求。。。

你要我改变我的态度。。我改。。。我也要控制我的情绪。。因为我知道有时候我很容易生气。。。我给我自己一个星期的时间。。。来改变我。。。在这一个星期里，我不会跟你和哥在面子书聊天！！从今天起，我会三思而后行。。我会先想过才跟你讲话！

为什么！！

好！！你在你的部落格写我。。。难道你没有想到别人的感受吗？！每当我很闷时。。。我会看你的部落格。。看看你发送给我的东西。。。每看到你的部落格。。。我都知道有的你是写我。。。我看了很伤心。。。刚刚看了你的部落格。。你说的没错。。。我带给你了压力。。我不是故意的。。我很寂寞！！对寂寞能当饭吃吗？不能~我有找工作。。。可是他们没有请人！！

写着，

写着，

眼泪掉下来了。

如果你想发泄，

你可以当场骂我，

我没什么的。。

我知道是我的错。。

要骂尽管骂吧！！
我没有恨你，

我也没有讨厌你。。。

因为你是我的表姐！！
我不想把我们之间的亲情，

搞砸了。。。
我很在意我们之间的亲情。。

请接受我的道歉吧~

I hate you!!!

I tell you people!!! I hate my cousin!!! I having PMR this year....When having PMR, I met him at school...then...he ask me....how your's PMR? I say easy lor.....When I go back to my house, I tell my mom...I tell her that my cousin ask me about my PMR...My mom say don't say so many to him...just say all is easy....I dunno why lar....I think is his mom want him to ask....

Yesterday night, my mom tell me that he ask my grandmother how's my PMR...and he ask got A or not...When I hear this...I felt very angry!!!Why he so gek bo!!! I now you very pro!!! Care yourselves lar!!! If I get 8A..none of your business!!! Like mother like son!!! I know you UPSR got all A, lawa lar!!! I know you want to win me!!! I tell you God don't like this kind of people!!!

There's go a fucking person who spoilt my mood!!! I tell you that person is Jeffery Ting!!He is a sissy!!!

I miss Kuching~

haiz....miss Kuching very much....especially EBC friends and Kolok Mee

早上好开心哦！！

今天早上去了飞机场！！哇哈哈！！看到一辆飞机！！Airasia。。好美哦！！看到飞机不知道做莫那么high!!看到飞机起飞是那么自由的！！

这就是为什么我要当一名飞机师！！民都鲁是有一间飞行学院。。可是。。已经倒闭了。。T.T
为什么！！~飞机师~

muahaha。。妈妈刚才买了珍珠奶茶。。hehe。。是我叫她买的。。谢谢你，妈妈。。我爱你！！
我好幸福哦~~

突然感到很伤心。。。。不要问我为什么。。就是很伤心！！！

PMR finish lor!!!!

Times past so fast......Now already finish PMR and having a long holidays~ about 2 months half.....wau...

Today go to school to give back all the books.....Last day go to school.......Next year..I will come back....
I miss all my friends.....and teachers....................Goodbye all my friends..

LALALA~!!!

I have new brother and sister lo!!!!Very happy.....
Is god brother and sister....
Nice to have them!!!!Thx gor and jie!!!

PMR wan habis lo!!!!!

前四天全国中三都考PMR。。。告诉你们。。。。国语sibeh难！！！especially PAPER 2!!!

Sejarah 也是！！！死教育部！！你们是不是不了解我们的standard蛤！！！害我才对33题！！
55分啊！！！C！！！

英文Paper1和Paper 2 蛮容易的！！可是Paper1 有点失望！！才对33题！！

Geografi！！！我的爱人！！I love u！！！！告诉你：很容易！！！可是有点挑战性！！可能会拿A！！！太开心了！！！

科学呢？？嗯。。Paper 1 很容易。。。可是到了Paper2。。。。无言。。。有的容易，有的难！！可是我跟它拼了！！Last minute...all answers out!!Thanks GOD!!!but got some i didnt answer...hehe

Next Monday is Maths and KHB!!I hope Maths and KHB would be easy!!!
Next Tuesday is Chinese!!!! After that....i become a bird lo!!!自由了！！！

Pray FOR ME !!!

Happy Moon Cake Festival

Today is Moon Cake Festival....But I can't see the Moon!!!! Is raining!!!!!
月圆，人团圆。。。
从前明月光，疑是地上霜，举头望明月，低头思故乡。。。


Tomorrow all Primary 6 students will be having UPSR!!!
Lord, blessed them all and let them remember all the subjects that they have read......
Take care of all your health!!!

Hillsong: "God Of Ages" Worship and Praise Song featuring Darlene Zschec...

Worthy is the Lamb - Hillsong. Jesus movie

Every Move I Make

Bringing memories back when listening this song!!!

What a happy time!!Time passed so fast!!!!!

David Crowder Band - Every Move I Make w/lyrics

Lead me to the Cross - Hillsongs

Long Time didn't update my BLOG!!!

Hi, everybody!!!! How are you all??
PMR students ready for PMR?? Still got 24 days until PMR.....
Don't be so stress.....pray to GOD....let's GOD lead you.....
Study hard hard...later we can play 2 months!!
记住先苦后甜！！

From school holidays until now, I finally finish reading my Form 1, Form 2 and Form 3 Sejarah!!! All topics!!!
Wow, you all know that Sejarah is boring, but I felt little bit la.....sometimes I want to get out of it...but cannot...
Thanks God for giving me patience to read all Sejarah topics!!

Besides, I also participates 40 days fast and pray.....This 40 days I didn't eat my dinner.....Felt so hungry!!!
I pray to GOD that I would go through this 40 days......For giving me strength to go through....
Thank you Lord!!Blessed be your name, Lord!!!

You are My All in All

How Great Is Our God

At The Cross

006. He Is Lord - Hillsong 2008 w/z Lyrics and Chords

LONG TIME AGO IN BETHLEHEM SONG - LYRIC AND SLIDE SHOW.

JESUS was born on 25 December, which was born on Christmas Day!!Thank You Father for bringing JESUS to the Earth!!!!!

Amazing Grace

This song makes me feels very happy.....because GOD has promised good to me

Am I old??!!

I think I have 健忘症。。。
Just now forgot my blog password....=.= pro
Sometimes I also forgot something...why....
Lord, am I old??



Hing Ka Seng and Max, please dun bullied me at school....
I cant take it.....it makes me stress and i will be sad...please
Hing Ka Seng, u say i change already...
U say i become very quiet and sometimes 不理人。。真的吗？
我好难过。。压力很大啊！！！

昨天在家偷偷哭。。。回想起以前。。我是多么开朗的人。。
我已经找不回以前的我了。。。

WITH ALL I AM ( HILLSONG ) by JAC

今天心情很差啊！！！

我今天很生气！！！
你们两个t.m.d.！！！每天只会欺负人！！！欺负人的感觉很好是吗！！t.m.d.！！！
话说回来。。。。今天我们Form 3 有kelas tambahan。。。。在KH节的时候。。。他们两个。。。。尽然那糖果黏在我的背后！！！t.m.d.！！！黏了人家背后。。。还在那边哈哈大笑！！
没人性的家伙！！！他们还拿绳子绑我的手。。。还绑到我的喉咙。。是不是想把我杀死！！我有一个朋友把绳子剪断了。。他们两个其中一个说：“做么把绳子剪掉？” 我的朋友说：“人命重要还是绳子重要？” 他说：“绳子。。。”walaua！！是不是想把我活活给的气死！！！他们两个其中一个在几天前说：“我以后不会再欺负你。” 哇。。。。凭这句话。。。我告诉你。。。可以当大便来吃呢！我恨你们！！！我讨厌你们！！还有不到三个月就要考PMR了。。。。你们还在那边玩。。。。后悔了不要来告诉我！！！


还有，还有。。。你们两个sibeh懒惰！！连folio也要我打！！真是的！！！
有一次，我在班上祈祷。。。他们两个却说我诅咒他们。。。haiz。。。。
可怜的我！！

You Raise Me Up!!(A Jesus slide show)

Same title with the post

我还没有说完。。。。。。。
他们播You Raise Me Up 这首歌差不多有4次吧。。。。难道没有别的worship song 了吗？？？


刚刚听了You Raise Me Up 的这首歌。。。。。我感动到哭了。。。说真的。。。上帝为了我们的过错而被钉死在十字架上。。。而我们却放错。。。那么上帝不是要为我们的罪而再一次钉死在十字架上吗？？

又有两个老师退休咯!!

今天有两位老师退休了，
一位是Mr Chin Kee Sen，另一位是Cikgu Joan Huang，
又是两位经验丰富的老师退休了。。。。
老师，您的教导以及您的教诲会宁记在我们的脑海里。。。
谢谢您老师！！我们会记住您的！！
没想到Mr Chin在SMK Bintulu 服务差不多28年。。。哇。。好久啊。。
而另一个老师也在我们的学校服务了23年。。。。加起来。。哇！！51年！！厉害！！
而在这项典礼完毕之后，播出了一首歌。。。。。YOU RAISE ME UP！！
我觉得这首歌还蛮适合播放的。。。。真的！！我还唱了起来。。。。
说真的。。。我还很想把老师的microphone抢过来唱呢。。。。是不是我太High了？？

Above all

Come back from Similajau National Park

This three days and two night at Similajau National Park is fun, tired and sleepy.....
Fun is the game that we all play...
Tired and sleepy is didn't get enough sleep because at night is too HOT!!!
At the first night, me, Aaron Lee (Phoebe's brother) and John Kristofer can't sleep....we sleep at 2am...and woke up at 4am....walau!!!Sleep only two hours!!!Jeremiah Ling also.....John Kristofer took photo of Samuel Yang....because he so cute when he is sleeping......At Similajau, me and Jeremiah Ling missed something....is AIR- COND!!!

Similajau National Park!!!!

I felt so excited!!!! 
Many years didn't go to Similajau....
好想看看有什么变化。。。