Life without you two 17

Today, Jeremy accept my friend request...Me kinda happy~ I ask him: "How is Evelyn?"
Evelyn, I worried about you.....Jeremy, I also worried bout you...Although Jeremy isn't my cousin, I also care about him....Cause he is my god brother^^V 


I felt very happy when he accept me as his didi ^.^V

30/10

Finally, you update your blog..I wait for 2 months~ Wau...my patience is good!!! Do update your blog ya..I'm your 忠实粉丝~ ^.^V


Wahaha!!!Tonite is the big night!!!! Too happy~ Can't tell! hehe...^^v

Life without you two 16

Do you hate me or still angry with me? Why you stop follow my blog? Did I done something wrong? I really sad...Already one week ler....Can you talk to me? I miss you~

Life without you two 15

I miss you two..Are you still angry with me? I apologised to you...我后悔了，为什么我要弄你生气呢？我好伤心啊~ 我有很多东西要跟你们俩聊~

Please forgive me Evelyn and Jeremy.....I repent already...God give me this challenge, I will go through it!!!!

Life without you two 14 (The Potter's Hand)

A live of a christian needs to be formed, not by himself, but by God. You can compare God with a Potter, he forms his pots the way they are Good.

Life without you two 13

I just now listen to the worship song...I felt touching..I'm so stress this few days...Come lets us pray..


Dear Heavenly Father, I prayed that Evelyn will forgive me just like You, Lord. Lord, you forgive many people even though they sin upon You Lord...I pray that You bring away all the sin we have done and forgive us....Lord, I want to commit my life unto You hand..Lord, we are the mud, You are the Potter...Lord, take us, mould us, use us, fill us...I give my life upon Your hand....Lord, please guide all of us...We are Your children, You just like our Father....Lord, I know that I make my cousin angry..Lord, I prayed  that You will forgive her...I'm the one who is wrong..Lord, punished me!! I felt disappointed upon me and I felt repent...Punished me, Lord!! In the precious and glorious name, AMEN!!

Evelyn, please forgive me....

Life without you two 12

Are you still angry with me? I really miss you two....When I recall back my memory, I cried :'(
I really felt disappointed upon me...why I make you angry....Sorry T.T

Life without you two 11

I dunno what happen to my Facebook...I cannot chat with people!!!Damn!!!

Evelyn, I read your Facebook post, you say you want to write stories again!!I want to read it!!!Your story is so good!!!

Could you and Jeremy accept my Facebook friend request? Please lar~

Life without you two 10

I unfriend you two not because I angry with you two.....Is just I want to control myself to avoid chatting with you two....男人讲的话一定要做到的~Please reply my friend request...I have many things to chat with you two....
我好想念你们两个！！

Life without you two 9

I miss you two, Evelyn and Jeremy....I felt very sad this few days....I dunno why....I really miss you two~

Life without you two 8

It's raining in Bintulu for three days....It was raining in the night...At night, I feel cool and always talk a short walk outside my house....Do Ipoh raining this three days?

Last night. I was taking a walk outside...Then I saw my neighbour's dogs....I really kesian them...I was raining and they didn't go inside their house...So, I played with them...What a nice time with them~

Life without you two 7

Last night, I finish reading Evelyn's story.... I like the story....I think she can become a writer...
I miss you two, Evelyn and Jeremy.....I wish I can chat with you two again~

Life without you two 6

This morning, I read your blog.....When I read through it, my tears rolls down.....I know that you care for me....Thanks Evelyn....I know that in the past time, I make your mood spoilt.....I felt disappointed upon me this few days....


I want to change my attitude and my temper not because of you....I just realized that my attitude become bad this few days....I want to control my temper!!!


Our memories are happy...but in Facebook, I make your mood spoilt and you very easily get angry with me...为什么开心的人记忆通常是不好的？I never heard this before....


I know that I was wrong because I was jealous between you and gor relationship....Please forgive me.....I know that gor have change his temper...He can do it, I WILL DO IT!!!


I must think properly what I what to do anything........I will think it deeply when I do something.....Sorry is a word that have a deep meaning....When people say sorry, they will not do the same thing to make people angry....Evelyn, I like your example..Thanks for the example....I will not make it a habit..You say it right...saying sorry is not a good thing...


God give me a challenge....That challenge is this!!! God want me to learn something from my weakness.....上帝惩罚了我。。。

Life without you two 5

Last night, I dreamed about Evelyn.....I dreamed that she come back to Sibu during Chinese New Year....
I was playing my computer at the living room, suddenly I heard somebody call me...I ran to the door....It was Evelyn!!!!

When I saw her, I cry...because I was regret because of my temper and my attitude.....

Life without you two make me dream about you two!!! Please forgive me..... I will not do it again.....5 days to go...

This morning, I open my Facebook....I saw that Jeremy's brother comment my status(already delete ler)....He marah me...He say leave Evelyn and Jeremy alone......I will leave them alone!!!

Life without you two 4

I addicted to this song....Life without you two, I always hearing to this song..This song really meant to me...Some of the lyrics meant to me..I hearing this song for about 3 times....I can remember all the song lyrics, I can sing all out!!..Please forgive me.....My life need you two!!!

Life without you two 3

我愿意为了你而改！
I know that in the past time, my attitude and my temper is bad....I am a sui hei guy....Just like gor....
I really felt regret ler..Please talk to me.....Life without you two makes me useless....

Life without you two 2

Last night, I dreamed about gor, Jeremy, I dreamed that he come to my school....When I saw him, I quickly call him gor...And I also bring him to see our school surrounding!!

I really miss you two!!! T.T

Life without you two 1

Since I unfriend you two, everyday I open up your Facebook profile....I see you two profile pictures..I miss you two....I felt lonely, sad and regret.....I felt disappointed upon me....Still got 6 days to go.....T.T

~回忆~

每一个人都有回忆包括我。。。。

昨晚想了很多事情。。。。我和你曾经的欢乐，为何现在不见了呢？我想过其实是我的错。。。

你在别的地方痛恨的骂我。。。对。。有时候我惹你生气。。我跟你道歉。。你却说你很讨厌听到Sorry这五个字。。那我要跟你说什么呢？

有时候我很妒忌你和我哥之间的友情。。。你也说我是copy cat。。自从你骂我之后。。我改了。。我会开始问别人。。向他人讨取要求。。。

你要我改变我的态度。。我改。。。我也要控制我的情绪。。因为我知道有时候我很容易生气。。。我给我自己一个星期的时间。。。来改变我。。。在这一个星期里，我不会跟你和哥在面子书聊天！！从今天起，我会三思而后行。。我会先想过才跟你讲话！

为什么！！

好！！你在你的部落格写我。。。难道你没有想到别人的感受吗？！每当我很闷时。。。我会看你的部落格。。看看你发送给我的东西。。。每看到你的部落格。。。我都知道有的你是写我。。。我看了很伤心。。。刚刚看了你的部落格。。你说的没错。。。我带给你了压力。。我不是故意的。。我很寂寞！！对寂寞能当饭吃吗？不能~我有找工作。。。可是他们没有请人！！

写着，

写着，

眼泪掉下来了。

如果你想发泄，

你可以当场骂我，

我没什么的。。

我知道是我的错。。

要骂尽管骂吧！！
我没有恨你，

我也没有讨厌你。。。

因为你是我的表姐！！
我不想把我们之间的亲情，

搞砸了。。。
我很在意我们之间的亲情。。

请接受我的道歉吧~

I hate you!!!

I tell you people!!! I hate my cousin!!! I having PMR this year....When having PMR, I met him at school...then...he ask me....how your's PMR? I say easy lor.....When I go back to my house, I tell my mom...I tell her that my cousin ask me about my PMR...My mom say don't say so many to him...just say all is easy....I dunno why lar....I think is his mom want him to ask....

Yesterday night, my mom tell me that he ask my grandmother how's my PMR...and he ask got A or not...When I hear this...I felt very angry!!!Why he so gek bo!!! I now you very pro!!! Care yourselves lar!!! If I get 8A..none of your business!!! Like mother like son!!! I know you UPSR got all A, lawa lar!!! I know you want to win me!!! I tell you God don't like this kind of people!!!

There's go a fucking person who spoilt my mood!!! I tell you that person is Jeffery Ting!!He is a sissy!!!

I miss Kuching~

haiz....miss Kuching very much....especially EBC friends and Kolok Mee

早上好开心哦！！

今天早上去了飞机场！！哇哈哈！！看到一辆飞机！！Airasia。。好美哦！！看到飞机不知道做莫那么high!!看到飞机起飞是那么自由的！！

这就是为什么我要当一名飞机师！！民都鲁是有一间飞行学院。。可是。。已经倒闭了。。T.T
为什么！！~飞机师~

muahaha。。妈妈刚才买了珍珠奶茶。。hehe。。是我叫她买的。。谢谢你，妈妈。。我爱你！！
我好幸福哦~~

突然感到很伤心。。。。不要问我为什么。。就是很伤心！！！

PMR finish lor!!!!

Times past so fast......Now already finish PMR and having a long holidays~ about 2 months half.....wau...

Today go to school to give back all the books.....Last day go to school.......Next year..I will come back....
I miss all my friends.....and teachers....................Goodbye all my friends..

LALALA~!!!

I have new brother and sister lo!!!!Very happy.....
Is god brother and sister....
Nice to have them!!!!Thx gor and jie!!!

PMR wan habis lo!!!!!

前四天全国中三都考PMR。。。告诉你们。。。。国语sibeh难！！！especially PAPER 2!!!

Sejarah 也是！！！死教育部！！你们是不是不了解我们的standard蛤！！！害我才对33题！！
55分啊！！！C！！！

英文Paper1和Paper 2 蛮容易的！！可是Paper1 有点失望！！才对33题！！

Geografi！！！我的爱人！！I love u！！！！告诉你：很容易！！！可是有点挑战性！！可能会拿A！！！太开心了！！！

科学呢？？嗯。。Paper 1 很容易。。。可是到了Paper2。。。。无言。。。有的容易，有的难！！可是我跟它拼了！！Last minute...all answers out!!Thanks GOD!!!but got some i didnt answer...hehe

Next Monday is Maths and KHB!!I hope Maths and KHB would be easy!!!
Next Tuesday is Chinese!!!! After that....i become a bird lo!!!自由了！！！

Pray FOR ME !!!